Part 2
This post was split into 2 for easy reading. Part 1's below! Well, now to account for my Promos. I can't believe 1 week ago, I was still suffering for it. GP and GSC was ok I guessed, Maths was not as well done as I liked too, since my screwed up brain screwed it up by forgetting even the simplest things I should know like how to integrate. There were questions that I once knew how to do, but forgot how during the exam. It wasn't my best effort at ALL. No comments for Chem, but I think it is the best H2 paper(even if it's pretty bad). As for Bio, seriously, if I am going to get retained, I will drop it. It is the hardest thing around in JC. I was despairing when I reached Section B. The whole paper is like 50 pages. Worse still, the things I studied quite a bit on did not come out, or rather, for some curious reason, I forgot basically everything. For 2 minutes during the paper, this was what I though:
Should I faint right now? Then the teachers can come and carry me out to the General Office. Don't need to do this paper anymore too, and I will have a reason for doing super badly.Why not? -VERY tempted to just do it at this point-
Then..
I am so dead for this paper. -flips the 50 pages back and front, trying to find something that is of sense-
I SERIOUSLY wanted to do it, but I knew I would be too scared to fake convincingly during the process it takes for the teachers to realise and run over and carry me down. It was that bad. The worst paper ever in my life. I basically was just writing crap to those questions that I could manage to churn out crap for. The only good thing is, everyone also felt so, perhaps not the crap part, but the difficult and confirm screwed already part.
On a happier note, I did my first blogshop purchase last week, and my order came nicely in just 3 days! It was the most expensive accessory I ever bought, $19.90, excluding first class shipping(registered mail) fees, which was about $2.67. I really liked it though, because it really is representative of my beliefs. :D Guess what I bought? This!
Kissing Star Necklace, from Boys Over Flowers. In the show, Jun-pyo gave Jandi a necklace and said,”I am the star and the moon inside is you.”, which was so nice of him!
There's a reason why it's shinier, because it costs $290 if we get it from the original store in Korea. o.o
Now that my promos are over, I am going to start completing my list of to-do things after promos. There's like a thousand things there now, like catching up on the 5 episodes of Boys Over Flowers Show, which I forced myself not to watch during these 5 weeks leading up to the exam, and also increasing my culinary repertoire. I just hope the time for me to know my results won't come too soon.
It's not as if I didn't put in the effort. So why does everything have to come to naught? So be it. If whatever 's going to happen is really going to happen. Things happen for a reason. It might turn out better for all I know.
Princess last waltzed through at 21:11