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Sunday, January 11, 2009
Psyching up---> for better
This post will somehow be different, something more in depth, and personal.
(: I am NOT feeling the nervousness yet regarding the subject that's coming tmr(Monday--->12 Jan 2009) and concerns everyone in my batch. Maybe cos my spirits have taken a downturn these days and i don't feel like believing anything now. GOSH i really hate it.This feeling of dread. That makes me feel like I've just totally lost all of my face or sth.All because of some meaningless 'pranks'.It feels like you have just been scammed, and that is plain misery because you really put your true self forward, only to find that...urgh you know.And not just once, but repeatedly. I will definitely need some time to throw this behind. But i will.

Read a column today in The ST newspapers. Gave me a little more something to chew on about. The column mentioned that we should limit the words such as 'I wish', 'I hope', and things that make us have hope and expectations. Because disappointment stems from hope, and without expectations from the things around us,we will be much more happier since there will be no disappointments. Now i know why people become cynical, and lose their ability to believe in things around them. It's such a sad thing. People rob each other of each others' beliefs and true selves bit by bit from time to time by disappointing and turning out different from what they believed them to be. We hurt each other unknowingly, and in the process, we lose ourselves in it, so much that sometimes we lock ourselves in.The power of anger is temporary, since you cannot keep it up forever without getting tired, but the power of disappointments are forever. And never will they be forgotten, along with their impact that makes a indelible mark on that person. Would you choose to have expectations, only to be disappointed countless of times?Or would you rather not expect so much, and be just contented with what you already have? In a way, contentment in itself is happiness too. But it is human to expect, and life's like that.The fortune-teller said I liked to think things alone to myself, so you can say this is a rare excerpt from the "holing up" sessions that I often have.


After such a sobering post,I believe I need some laughs-- Time for Yes Man! xDD


I still have expectations for tmr though!

Princess last waltzed through at 15:27